Half & Half

I had the greatest time last night. I introduced Jane to the stage. I played her while I sang at Fusion. It takes my breath away every time I walk out in front of an audience. And even more so when I have the chance to join that audience in praise and worship. But I did sing last night...

I would like to say that I sang my heart out to the hundreds of people there, but that isn't so much truth. I did sing, I did strum, but I felt half of me was out there. I don't know what it was but I felt like I left Him back stage. Why didn't I take Him with me?

*sigh... I think I was singing for me; listening to my own voice, congratulating myself on my musical knowledge. All the while He was the one who instilled in me a desire and likening to music. He was the one who heard my prayer to sing...

And what did I do? I left Him back stage and sang half heartedly. I know I reached some people, but just think what that song could have done if He was with me...

-Keep your lanterns lit. Keep watch all through the night, you will never know when He will come asking for you to be ready. You just never know when the thief will come-